FIRST POST ON THIS GAY SHIT

I feel kind of gay for starting a blog, but I always say that I got a lot more going on in my head than I'm expressing. I kind of feel cursed because my parents are english majors and I chose to do hair for a living. so i'm throwing away one of the only talents i've ever had. writing. not like.. gay emo writing and poems. but i guess i'm doing the same thing on this shit because all i'm gonna do is bitch about my life, talk about things that piss me off, and tell about my day. hope everyone thinks it's boring and doesn't read it because these things are pretty embarrassing in general to begin with.

anyhow, i've become quite the cook lately. i've been cooking yummy hardy southern breakfast.. and today, i felt accomplished because i cooked hamburger helper. and i never thought i could. ground beef kind of scares me in general and i don't like to think about cooking cow meat. but sometimes i just gotta suck it up and do it... because i'm anemic and when i'm a vegetarian i get fat. i know because i've tried it before. because i'm obsessed with animals. anyways, i've always been a lazy ass... so i guess that's my accomplishment of the week. workin on my future house wife skillz. kind of miss living with my boyfriend and playing that "role". only don't miss my boyfriend. hah. 

i'm pissed off at the world. i'm pissed off at the world right now because everytime some girl gets on her period she chooses to take it out on me. and i think those type of girls are idiots. you never hear from me.. then when you do.. you bitch about me doing something or saying something. shut the fuck up preachin to me like you know shit or i give a shit about you. i only give a shit about my Chihuahuas, my fam, and the people i actually try to hang out with. not you. you idiot on myspace who i haven't talked to in fucking months. god damn. girls are idiot bitches. i know because i am one. all of you are, deep down. even behind your little "chill/just one of the dudes/quirky" personality. you suck. the sooner everyone realizes i don't give a shit and want to be left alone... the better i'll get along with people in general. people always read me wrong. but that's my fault.... cause i don't care to share who i really am. i suck. that's all you need to know.

ok, hate everyone. i could go on for days callin people out via blogspot. but i am gonna like... go watch tv.

anna