lurk

i don't know how this blogspot shit even works. all this HTML BS is pissing me off.
anyways, i'm tryna get my blog on so i wont feel the need to post emo myspace bulletins. even though i love to, ya know.
i don't really know what to say aside from it's 9 in da morning. i need to get my nailz done today.
jessica lea mayfield is playing saturday but it's like 2 of my friends bdays and doomed youth/poison arrows got a show. so wtf.

i felt like posting dis
"you know like.. a long time ago i figure punk kids wanted to start their music scene because they were so mad about people judging them.. making them feel like outcasts... making them feel like they weren't good enough. for whatever reason... so they started being in bands where they could be cool somewhere. and someone would give a shit who they were. cause they had something worth a shit to say. so if someone wants to listen to a band, or like music.. even if it makes them feel like they fit in, or they're cooler. fuckin let them. who cares how long they've "been around". music shouldn't be an elitist thing. and if i was ever in charge, or had some sort of say.. i'd want everyone to feel welcomed. and i don't get why more people can't be like that. this isn't a contest. i wanna be able to go out, chill, pay my money.. then come home and listen to mariah carey and r.kelly without people thinking anything more than that about it. stop hating. stop being prejudice, or sexist. you're going against the same thing kids who wanted to make a change stood for from the start. i want everyone to feel like they're cool, but can't you be chill about it too? music should bring us together, not fuckin push us apart. judging people, forming ideals of people, making assumptions... is not a very nice thing to do. so much hate in this world anyways. maybe you're not for the war... but within your community you can strive to end the hate. the hate that leads to war. i thought these kind of things were a given... but thinking about things makes me wonder if anyone really has opened their eyes. live and let live. i'm not even trying to sound profound.. i just wish people would be nicer and more thoughtful. music makes up so much of who i am, but sometimes it'd be nice to be social about it... sometimes it's not even worth it. because of egos and bullshit. bull. shit.

umma do me, you do you."


this is the shit:


alright datz all. ttyl.
anna