bitches at my door

burn your bridges. "imma do me"... you can go fuck yourself. the truth comes out about people, i don't need to run my mouth. go ahead.. i love watching you to your "own thang". i'm sick of hearing about how shitty you are. everyone is preaching to the choir. i don't need to expose you, after a while, people figure someone out. you're really good at flirting with guys, making sure everyone knows you're "not a slut". but some of the stuff you say and do is about as classless as me dancing on tables like paris hilton. and i don't try to be someone i'm not. in fact.. i really don't think silly stuff i do defines me as a person. but you're so dead set on your image, all i can figure is you really think people are convinced by your stupid act. so gross.

i don't even know how i ever managed to get myself mixed up with such fake bitches. that say the most embarrassing shit of my life. stuff not even i would say to be funny.


anyways....
my question today is....
how do guys really expect women to act when they treat them so horribly? if i've ever done anything short of lady like... i feel like it was a lot of baggage coming from relationships that made me feel like shit about myself. or just being consistently talked to a certain way. if you treat people with respect, they will rise to the occasion. i can't find a guy i can truly say i "respect" as a gentlemen. i'm not putting saying the blame is 100 percent a guys fault... but it would really be nice to be talked by people like i was raised around. not rude pigs.


just a thought.


anna